we broke our bones in all the right places.

a mental update

2009-11-11T03:40:22Z

life is so dull, i miss the drama. nvm no i don't am i crazy?

some thoughts:
1. hot dogs, not so gross to me anymore
2. septum hole = completely closed up now :/ a blessing in disguise?
3. ikea is my favorite place on earth
4. wolfson is my least favorite place on earth (btw what's with all the pregnant girls all of a sudden? is it just me or are they everywhere now...)
5. guys over 25 are all a bit freeky if they're talkin to me
6. miss the winter right now, only cause i wanna wear coats and boots and scarves again
7. it is possible for me to fall asleep with black metal playing loudly, a new achievement for me

some unanswered questions:
1. why are all guys so fascinated with anal?
2. why are all guys obsessed with video games?
3. why do all guys think that driving makes them more manly?
3. why don't i have any female friends.........

so, that's what's been on my mind. i'm bored to tears every single day. i guess i'm happy though? it's hard to tell.

bone_noise @ 2009-10-22T00:19:00

2009-10-22T04:19:16Z

things are.. good? i find myself never having anything worthwhile to write here. i'm heading to gainesville for the fest next weekend, excited. it seems to get more and more awesome as the years go by. what's gonna suck is the car ride, we're picking someone up in tallahassee, thats at least 9 hours all together, and me worrying about my 1993 honda breaking down. it will be worth it though i think. i hope the weather is nice and a little bit cold maybe? i wanna wear a scarf and not look stupid.
i've been getting really into doo-wop and motown. 'nuff said about that.

OH i've decided that i wanna be an elementary school art teacher when i grow up... which is now. so that's that, i think it's a good match.

i had a heart to heart with a good friend, it was refreshing. made me feel like maybe my life is turning around!

by the way, this is one of the greatest songs ever:

bone_noise @ 2009-09-28T12:41:00

2009-09-28T16:42:33Z

tallahassee: weird, but nice. gainesville: beautiful. can't wait to go back.

bone_noise @ 2009-09-21T21:11:00

2009-09-22T01:13:06Z

for once i feel like i have nothing to say. i have no reason to write this other than wanting the attention. i'm okay, really okay.

bone_noise @ 2009-08-31T20:36:00

2009-09-01T00:48:46Z

sometimes sometimes i wanna kill him but other times i don't at all. love/hate, that's what this is called. i don't even care. that was a lie, ugh.

school is so easy, i'm not used to this. they design these classes so that the student basically doesn't have to do anything. there's no need to even take notes anymore because all the lectures are on powerpoint in my inbox ready to be printed. everything is great except for this bitch in my photo class givin me attitude, she needs to check herself.

my camera is officially fucked. fuck. gotta invest in a new one.

bone_noise @ 2009-08-25T19:52:00

2009-08-25T23:53:11Z

who else is sick of whack boys? i know i am.

bone_noise @ 2009-07-30T21:43:00

2009-07-31T01:44:55Z

live journal is so old i forget i have one. update: life sucks, but maybe it's getting better. slowly.

i have a new blog, menwhopraise.blogspot.com/. follow it! i will post interesting things i swear.

hope all is swell with you guys.

bone_noise @ 2009-07-14T15:20:00

2009-07-14T19:21:14Z

"truth is, everybody is going to hurt you. you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."

bone_noise @ 2009-06-21T22:42:00

2009-06-22T03:07:12Z

kendall burger king publix town and country charades and truth or dare, got home that night pretty late. rolled around in bed and couldn't fall asleep. my stomach hurts. woke up early next morning and took the train to the last station northbound. took the train a few more stops southbound. biked to the beach, my back is sunburned. draw bridge. butt hurts. legs sore. snuck into the fanciest hotel we could find and floated in the pool for about an hour. they played blondie and new order. fell asleep on the chair together, people looked at us. i think they thought we were cute. we are cute. rode to fatburger on washington and 12th i think and you ordered a kingburger and i ordered a babyfat burger. she thought your name was bear. rode to lincoln. watched a movie. laughed a lot. my face is sunburned. my hair is full of chlorine. but i looked good. took the overtown bus and another northbound train and headed home. showered, felt good, ate a banana, and a popsicle, you suffocated me with a pillow, o brother where art thou, do not seek the treasure, we thought you was a toad, i am a man of constant sorrow. dozed off. text message, awake, sex. asleep. my stomach still hurts, awake. asleep. allergies, awake. asleep. it's a freezer in here and you hog the covers, awake. asleep. 13 hours later awake for good. your mom made us eggs and waffles and orange juice, i was hungry. but my stomach hurts. worst feeling. "that'll be us in forty years." descendents, torche. your fingers. i look at you looking at me and you look away. the exploding hearts. call of duty. "that's why i've been with you for twenty years." you drove me home, that's never happened before. bye. i took a bath for an hour and laid in bed after it for an hour. i'm tired and my stomach still hurts. i'm uneasy and i wish it was yesterday.

fuq my life

2009-06-04T01:06:03Z

anybody in miami lookin for a room mate? i'll cook for you

sup florida

2009-05-21T18:50:57Z

things that have happened so far:
-kitty died :'(
-secret romance not so secret
-the big lebowski
-rain
-new skirt
-still no job
-mosquito bites

nothing that great, but i'm going to boca tomorrow and then the beach everyday when i get back.

waiting for me when i get home

2009-05-08T05:26:49Z

5 more daysssssssss ahhhhh i'm going crazy

bone_noise @ 2009-05-03T11:32:00

2009-05-03T16:32:50Z

miamiamiamiamiamiami

bone_noise @ 2009-04-12T17:26:00

2009-04-12T22:29:42Z

there are 29 days left in the semester, which means 30 days until i move back to miami. i need to find a cheap car and a cheap apartment.. if you know of anything, tell me.

bone_noise @ 2009-01-13T17:47:00

2009-01-13T22:48:30Z

there are some people you just need with you forever.

bone_noise @ 2008-12-20T14:08:00

2008-12-20T19:10:23Z

I'm in Miami and I don't know if it's all the vitamin D I'm getting or my old friends but I'm just really happy. it's sssoooo nice to finally feel connected again.

bone_noise @ 2008-12-16T20:56:00

2008-12-17T02:59:08Z

www.artic.edu/~sberle/

www.myspace.com/cuandosemuerelacarne

i made a website

2008-12-06T20:22:00Z

http://www.artic.edu/~sberle/

bone_noise @ 2008-12-03T11:42:00

2008-12-03T17:43:51Z

Boston rules so much more than chicago. I miss feeling like I'm an important part of a community. Looks like i'm transferring.

not gonna lie

2008-11-23T09:17:46Z

twilight rules, but only because it fulfills my vampire fantasy.

also, i have one of these now:
http://sarahgraceokelleyberler.blogspot.com/

get one.

bone_noise @ 2008-11-21T03:09:00

2008-11-21T09:15:01Z

Beneath this mask, another mask. I will never be finished lifting off all these faces.

bone_noise @ 2008-11-18T15:54:00

2008-11-18T21:56:55Z

fuck man like FUCK i can't stay in chicago. after this year i'm leaving. i can't settle here i don't want to settle anywhere i want to be everywhere and do everything before i can settle. this school is forcing me to settle. i never want to be stationary. smfa next fall, i'm working on it.

bone_noise @ 2008-11-13T01:56:00

2008-11-13T07:57:18Z

just a project

2008-11-11T22:37:47Z

http://www.myspace.com/cuandosemuerelacarne

foxes mate for life

2008-11-08T22:48:28Z

there are some things/people that i just can't escape from, and i don't want to even though it's hurting me. there are some things i do out of selfishness or vanity or laziness or pity or low self esteem that make me feel good and really bad at the same time. there are days when i think i'm over it and there are days when i feel like i'll be in it forever. there's the weather. there's the cement. there's lots and lots of pigeons and cigarettes. this city is draining me.